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Yup. That pretty much sums up what's going on in my head right now. I'm feeling a little bit all over the place with my life and it's annoying the hell outta me. It's crazy how a year ago I felt like I was doing the damn thing , to now, feeling like time is running out.

Well, I got a "real" job as some people would call it. It's just for the holidays and I guess that's cool, just in case I hate it I won't be a "quitter" when I peace out. I am a job recruiter for MACY*S. Funny right? Me , a JOB recruiter..I go around saying "work rhymes with jerk" (thx Kath n Kim..rip) and now it's MY job to tell people about getting a job. I'm not going to say too much about Macy's because I don't want to get fired for saying anything wrong...(hello bosses reading your twitter) but I will say this: DO NOT STEAL FROM MACY'S !! They are watching and you will be caught. Yikes.

Back to the time running out thing...

It's not that I feel like I'm going to die anytime soon (knock on wood) but it's the stress of not being where I think I should be. You know what I mean?

I get mad for letting people get in my head. You know how you have those people in your life that make you feel like you're a loser because you're not married, have a kid, have a house, collect toys blah blah blah. Yeah, it's my own fault for letting them get to me. I know, I know.

Maybe it's because it's the end of the year and that's when all my crazy comes out.

Sometimes we think to much.

Blahhhhhh..

I know this post is all over the place but like I said, that's were my mind is right now.

Come visit me on tumblr where I don't really talk or use bad grammar...

Ill be back soon.

Luvs ya.

xoxo

jewels.